Being in a long-distance relationship I never understood when people would say they miss their significant others when they saw each other earlier that day and the day before and etc. 

Now that Derek’s been home for a while and things are going well I can’t wait for him to get off work. Things are just complete when he’s here. Especially being at this place, it doesn’t really seem right or normal to be here without him.

I’m so thankful he is back living in Chicago and the days of long-distance are behind us.

/end mushy lovey-dovey post 

Thank goodness I have my man in my life. I could do it without him, but I wouldn’t be me, or even close. I would be a shell of a person. I would be closed off and a work-a-holic/school obsessed (at least more than I already am). 

He drives me nuts, I know that best, but to have those nuts times are nothing compared to those great times. They can even closely follow and precede each other, but nonetheless he is my other half and I am incredibly thankful and blessed to have him. 

I’ll be with my other half. I can not wait.

If I’m going, we need to book this shit now. I hope we can work it out:/ Last night it was $290, now it is $315, that’s only $25 but it’s going to keep increasing. I can’t afford much more, or really even this. I can’t ask him to do it, even though he wants to. That’s not fair. 

If he gets the assurance that he gets that friday off, I’m booking tonight. Even though I was just with him, I need him again. He is my other half. Ugh, this is freaking me out. 

And pretend I’m getting everything done. I have done must of my homework. Those OCD lists really help.

I’m so excited. I really can’t believe its going to be so soon! I’ll be whole again. We will be able to really talk.

I miss him terribly, but love him more. 

Packing starts!

Then I will be on my way back to him. We need this. These days cannot go by quick enough.

I can’t wait to be whole again.

I really don’t care where I am as long as its in his arms, and I’m not. So fuck this shit.