So I skipped my afternoon class to use the wonderful computers at school and work on my portfolio. I think that was a good choice. Some 3/4 classes this semester are electives, which makes them fun, but it is not so imperative I go to every single class meeting, I also have a bad case of senioritus, I just want to do more portfolio and find a job, no a good job. I have a job, but I really don’t want to have to stay there.
>6 weeks until graduation
Haha finance homework: go to Money Museum, fill out worksheet and print face on $2.
I have homework to do and etc. but I also have Derek’s apartment to myself, which includes a comfy couch and cable television. So basically, nothing is getting done. And probs when Derek gets home more of nothing is getting done.
Why does crossing things off of a to-do list always make me feel better?
Even little things, as long as they are off the list I am in a better mood. And I still have a long way to go.
So far:
Finance book work
Pay Credit Card
Lab write-up
Scale Drawing
Quiz
Project Plan
Retirement Plan homework
Clean room
Laundry
This project is 50% of my grade, I turned it in early and got my grade back today. 1000/1000 points, I’m pretty happy with that score :)
My ability to focus is appalling today. I cannot do my final projects and I cannot keep my head straight. There is one thing I am trying to keep off my mind, but nevertheless that is all that I can think of. I need to do this stuff, I need to keep on going, but I’m struggling to do so. My sanity is definitely questionable right now. fuck.
Also, its a homework day, which means lots of movies playing in the background. Today that means, musicals after musicals. This time next week I will be out of school for a few weeks, at least out of school until I go abroad.
Total Nerd Alert. Big project due tomorrow, I don’t give much shits about anything else right now. Obviously, no shits are given about my appearance, but that really can’t be blamed on finals. :)
Midterms this week. Thank goodness the semester is half way over already. I am ready for summer. I am ready for the next thing. However, I need to get through this first and that includes homework and staying in again tonight.
and I am awake. Good thing, though, I have a paper to write. 5 pages by tomorrow. This is my sunday:
There are millions of things to do. I don’t know for sure, but I think my grades are the worst they have been since I started college. A stressful two weeks are ahead of me. There is also no gas to the stove and no internet in my apartment. Eating and doing homework are hindered.
Of course, my other half and I aren’t getting along.
I can do this. I can make it. I can finish the semester. I’ll make it to winter break. I can.
/whiny post
