may just be passing fancies and in time may go.

♥ 3
→ 15 Feb 12 at 3 pm

This was last Valentine’s Day. He was deployed and he sent me all this. I cried because I was shocked and it meant so much that he took time out of everything he had to get these for me. I wasn’t expecting anything. He is a keeper. I love this story, however he thinks its goofy and unoriginal so this year is supposed to blow last year out of the water, so we will see what happens this weekend… also, I love this, still, so lets see if he can top it. It meant so much.

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→ 13 Feb 12 at 3 pm It’s funny to think about how far we have come. This was his R&R in 2010.

tags: personal us baby deployment history

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→ 12 Jan 12 at 9 am Today had one of those mornings that everything seemed a little off. I cut my finger, burned my bagel, got make-up all over my face and etc. Oh well, I’m at the airport waiting for flight #1 to go see my honey. I feel so lucky and fortunate that we get this time together. Everything is different than last year. I get odd memories of what last year was like all the time, for instance, today on the L I remembered how anxious I used to be riding it because there is no cell phone reception underground and what if I missed a call?! I’m so proud and grateful we made it through his deployment and are able to do everything we have been. He always says, “we deserve this”.

tags: Personal trips ldr deployment us

Today had one of those mornings that everything seemed a little off. I cut my finger, burned my bagel, got make-up all over my face and etc. Oh well, I’m at the airport waiting for flight #1 to go see my honey. I feel so lucky and fortunate that we get this time together. Everything is different than last year. I get odd memories of what last year was like all the time, for instance, today on the L I remembered how anxious I used to be riding it because there is no cell phone reception underground and what if I missed a call?! I’m so proud and grateful we made it through his deployment and are able to do everything we have been. He always says, “we deserve this”.

♥ 43
→ 07 Jan 12 at 10 pm I am thinking about marriage too much, but I just want it for us. We have been doing amazing, I knew we could figure things out. Things clicked again after being off for a while. That deployment threw us, but luckily we were able to rebuild. I want you, forever.

tags: us personal marriage deployment leave

I am thinking about marriage too much, but I just want it for us. We have been doing amazing, I knew we could figure things out. Things clicked again after being off for a while. That deployment threw us, but luckily we were able to rebuild. I want you, forever.

→ 23 Oct 11 at 10 am

tags: Personal honey military communication deployment

Just like old times.

My honey has been unaccessible by phone for a few days, just meaning I can call him but he won’t answer because he can’t. Now he has no phone at all and there is no communication for two days. We hadn’t talked in a while until he woke me up and we chatted for a few minutes this morning at 3AM. Haha back to deployment communication. He is just training that’s what this is all for.

♥ 7
→ 22 Sep 11 at 1 am

tags: Personal deployment ldr phone calls relationship us

Regular three and a half hour phone calls. Talking about anything and everything.

Just one more reason I am incredibly thankfully he did his year in Afghanistan and is hopefully done for a little while. I still think to myself-thank god deployment is over!!

♥ 13
→ 20 Sep 11 at 3 pm roadtolove:

My First Halloween Care package!(:

Maybe I’ll make another one.

Since his first two care packages were filled with snacks and he doesn’t want it anymore, so I’m sending him fun things to do!

Halloween jar full of fun dip, candy corn, & lucas candy.

Watermelon scented bubbles because he…

She is amazing! James is so lucky!

tags: care package deployment halloween roadtolove

unforgettable thoughts.: I know it's super early for a Halloween package, BUT James said it's not ;)

♥ 15
→ 26 Jul 11 at 10 pm Just kidding. Deployment is finally over. Fuck you distance. Fuck you danger. Fuck you time. Fuck you completely deployment.
(Source: silentrankgraphics)

tags: Afghanistan deployment personal

♥ 2
→ 23 Jul 11 at 8 am

tags: personal communication text baby deployment

Good morning texts are back and I could not be happier.

Texts are back, overall. Actual communication is back. I have my baby back.

♥ 3
→ 19 Jul 11 at 10 pm I love shopping, but I don’t do it often considering I have been so broke, but today I spent lots of my hard-earned cash. Too much probably. It was nice to spoil myself a bit, though.

I just bought this dress. It’s the possible first thing my boyfriend sees me in for the first time in 7+ months.

Buying it and other cute things has made me more and more excited, he’s coming home, soon(ish).

tags: personal shopping dress baby homecoming deployment excitement

I love shopping, but I don’t do it often considering I have been so broke, but today I spent lots of my hard-earned cash. Too much probably. It was nice to spoil myself a bit, though.
I just bought this dress. It’s the possible first thing my boyfriend sees me in for the first time in 7+ months.
Buying it and other cute things has made me more and more excited, he’s coming home, soon(ish).

→ 17 Jul 11 at 2 pm

tags: Personal deployment communication

A whole week without hearing his voice fucking blows.

Gotta keep telling myself its almost over.

→ 16 Jul 11 at 10 am

tags: personal deployment communication

I miss my fucking boyfriend.

In one week there has been one tiny email and two facebook comments. I know I should be happy with that, but I’m just sick of deployment and I’m sick of little to no communication. It doesn’t matter its almost over, I won’t believe that until it happens.

I want normalcy. I want to be able to hear his voice, that puts me at ease much more than typed words. I want to be able to call him too. I want him.

Soon.