These past couple of weeks have not been my best. Whatever, I have to deal and usually I am fine. Lately, I will be fine then switch and just get super bummed out. I need to figure out a way to keep my positive outlook around, easier said than done. I’m just aching to be better.

No communication and I don’t know why. 

Have I mentioned how much I hate you, deployment? Fuck this.

I haven’t heard from my other half since Thursday. It usually isn’t this long unless he has a mission or something. One email, one phone call that lasts a minute that’s all I want.

I know I am extremely lucky to get to talk to him as much as I do, but I really really miss him right now.

Hey deployment- I fucking hate you, more and more.