I hate to admit it, because I never thought it would be this way, but some days I takes all of my energy not to get on a plane, move to him and live there.
I would love to be with him. I absolutely despise long-distance. I know that a lot of our problems and arguments come from being in a long distance relationship. We want to be together and he obviously can’t move, so I sometimes just want to go to him.
I need to finish school. I need to keep going with my life. Do things for me, right now.
Side note: The other day I told my cousin we had something to celebrate that night when I went over to his house, I was referring to just getting my internship, and he immediately thought we were getting married. When he told me that later, I was like “Whoa whoa whoa! I’m not ready for that.”
We want to be together, but not that way. Right now is just not right for us.
I couldn’t do it, but some days I really would love to.
I just have to remember, we will get there. We will be in the same city one day, then same apartment, then have the same last name. We will get there, I’m just impatient.
For a fashion business major I dress like a bum a whole lot.
Some people dress up everyday. I look acceptable everyday at school and work, but after I have been going straight to the sweatshirts. I don’t usually do this, but lately its just about every night. I never get cute to go out, I put a hoodie on and go.