Today when I went into my internship I found out that one of my coworkers has just passed away. She was the one who found me and brought me in for the interview for the internship I now have. She was 26 years young. She passed away due to a car accident. May she rest in peace.
No one ever knows what is going to happen. There is not enough time to waste being stupid or hurtful. I have been going through some stuff with one side of my family and I realized today It’s not worth it to fight. It is not worth it to waste my time being upset when I could be happy. I’m getting the toxins out of my life.
New perspective : live life to the fullest. Do what makes you happy. Be grateful for what you have.
I am worn out from dealing with antagonizers and whenever my phone lights up I get annoyed/worried. Time to crash.
I also have to be up at 7:00AM tomorrow. I am never ever up that early. It’s a day of interning, it should be fun. I just need to get through to the afternoon. No problem:) This is going to be a good weekend. Not too much homework and nothing concrete to do. I need this right now.
:) thank that means a lot to me to hear that, so have you guys i bet you are getting excited haha i know i was it was like 4 months left and i was like FUCK YES hahaha i'm pretty grateful everything worked out good :) missed him i'm sure you miss your love as well (: aghhhh yaayayayay i love loving him so happy for you and derek and me and shane yaayayayayayayaaya :D
it’s just the truth sweetie! Oh man, months to go, but I’m already getting super super excited. I really can’t wait to see him again. Hahaha you are so cute!
mhmmmm :))) i can't wait he's going to be like OMGGGGG and give me kisses and pig out on the stuff :3 ohh i know they are no fun :/ but you're always one second/minute/hour/day closer :)))) <3
hahah that will be the best! You have to tell me all about it! I’m so happy that you and Shane are doing so amazingly. You two definitely beat the odds! I know, I know and we are almost done. We have made it pretty far, a while longer is nothing we aren’t used to. Thanks girly!
we definitely are i got a chocolate raspberry egg SO BOMB lil grape lollistick things (HE LOVESSSS ANYTHING GRAPE) banana chips chocolate covered pretzels chocolate covered oreos some lil wooden game thing grape jam and a chocolate bar that says i love you :)))) of course i might help him eat some stuff ;))))
hahha. Oh man, that all sounds so tasty! I’m kinda jealous of Shane ;) Well of course, he will need help eating it all!
Banana chips are mine and Derek’s thing too haha! When he was home I made him try banana chips and nuetella! He loved it, so now I send him some in packages :) Sending a package is pretty much the only thing I like about his deployment.