So in my family whenever we go out, it used to be me, my mom and my sister, then it was my mom, my stepdad, my sister, her boyfriend and me. Tonight, I have my date, my baby is coming with out to celebrate my birthday. My birthday was three weeks ago, but we have all been to busy to have dinner so tonight is the night and tonight is the night I am not riding solo.
I am incredibly happy to have Derek with me again. He came to stay with me for the past two nights and the next two nights then we are going back to our hometown. I have a feeling we are getting exactly what we need from this leave and for our relationship.
Here I am at our meeting spot, ten minutes early and anxiously trying to contain my excitement. I know I don’t look like I am meeting the love of my life because I seem to be calm but that is not the case. I cannot wait for that first hug and kiss that reminds us why we go so long apart. I cannot wait for the us time we have in store. “I cannot wait for anything that involves you and me.”
Thank the lord. This has not been a good semester. Hopefully, it wasn’t as bad as I though it was. Crossing my fingers from now until the grades are posted. Whatever, it is over. Spring semester can be better.